HELP ME FIND THIS IS REAL LIFE PLEASE!

Hi, everyone. I’ve been looking high and low, and I just quite honestly am at an end right now. So I’ve come to you, fellow Maine fans, for help.
Ever since ‘09, I have been looking for a book by my favorite band in the world, The Maine, called, This Is Real Life. As I'm sure most of you know, they do not sell the book anymore, and I am not lying when I say owning this book would make my life.
If you yourself are selling one, PLEASE contact me! If you know someone who has one and is willing to part ways with it: PLEASE LET ME KNOW!
I’m sorry if I sound like a fangirl or something right now, but The Maine has been there for me through so much, and I would just love to own this book. Thank you so much. :)
Also, just adding this on here: I’m looking for some older merch of theirs. If you have merch of The Maine that you’re selling, I would love to see it. Like I said, The Maine is my favorite band, and they mean the world to me. I can't tell you how much it would mean to me if I could have this book. Thank you very, very much! :)
My email is myworld_396@yahoo.com

Thank you all so much! :)